About Carol Millar: A Clear Channel

For Spirit

My Story

How I Became a Clear Channel For Spirit

My Awakening 

In 1974, as I sat at the dining room table, alone in the home of my boyfriend’s family, something odd happened. 

When everyone left for the store, I took a shower, put some clothes in for washing and borrowed his mothers robe.  I decided to write a letter to my mother, as I began, with my back to the kitchen, I heard cabinet doors banging and pots clanging.  A bit frightened, I turned around, only to find, that nothing had been disturbed. 

The doors were closed, no pots were on the floor.

Confused, I continued with my letter, until…it happened again.  I stopped writing and left the dining room.

Home At Last

As soon as they arrived, I told them of the peculiar incident I witnessed.  I added, since this was Florida, perhaps a large snake had found its way into the cabinets.

Their behavior was shocking, as they began to roar with laughter, I just starred in awe.  My boyfriend’s father explained how his wife did Automatic writing – a form of Channeling messages from Spirit. 

He further explained, she did her writing in the same chair, wearing the same bathrobe.

I now know this incident documents my first experience with Channeling, something I would not fully understand, for many years to come.

I discovered she had so many books on the subject, and I absorbed them all.  Titles such as, Seth Speaks by Jane Roberts, a Clear Channel; Ruth Montgomery, who Channeled through Automatic writing.

I was hooked.

Something deep in my Soul Awakened.  I came to realize much later, that this event was My Pathfinder.  Something within, remembered the many past lives I lived as a Clear Channel.

A Path On Hold

After my stay, I returned to NJ only to learn that my brother George was doing poorly, his drug habit had worsened.

For months after my return, I Intuitively felt that someone close was going to die.  No names were given, but this feeling of dread was intense.

One October day in 1974, months after the feelings began, I came home to find my brother passed out at the bottom of the stairs, from an overdose.

I immediately called for an ambulance, and he was taken to the hospital in time to save his life.

Relieved that it wasn’t my brother George, I needed to worry about any further.  Convinced that this feeling of dread would soon pass.

It Continued

December of the same year, four days after George’s 20th birthday – we lost him.

George died of a drug overdose, alone in his apartment.

I, his big sister was not there to save him.

Filled with guilt, blamed by my grieving mother, coupled with my anger at God, I abandoned my gifts.  Intuitively hearing someone was going to die, but not knowing who, was more than I could bare. 

I angrily spoke, that from this point on, I do not wish to have these feelings any longer.

Life’s Twists

In 2003, fifteen years ago, I felt a strong pull to reconnect to my Spiritual Journey.  At that point we were living in South Carolina, just miles from where my brother, myself and our Mother would vacation for two weeks each summer.  We, along with our Aunts and Uncles, lived on Folly Beach, a beautiful unspoiled beach to get Spoiled for two wonderful weeks!

They have since passed, and Hurricane Hugo has taken the house we shared each summer, but nothing can take those beautiful memories. 

To my surprise, one of my first Spiritual assignments in South Carolina, was to help Aunt Effie go into the Light. 

She had died many years prior, but remained an Earth Bound Spirit.  I discovered, it was her anger that had kept her from crossing over.  She and I talked like old friends, mostly at my kitchen window.

A perfect place for her, as her love of family was shown in her kitchen through her Southern cooking!

I spoke of her loved ones still waiting for her, and after a few days, she was ready to cross over and join them. 

The Gift Of Hypnotherapy

During a session with my Hypnotherapist, I learned that my brother George had not crossed over. 

He had been with me all these many years, as an Earth Bound Spirit.  I asked her, how could I not feel him, she replied, his energy was too familiar for you to notice any change.

One day in 2007, less than a month after I learned he was with me, he began to communicate.  As I spoke with him, asking if he was ready to enter the Light, I shockingly realized, he was Not aware he had passed and began to Sob.

We both cried, as I continued to comfort him.  As I did, I felt our Aunt Effie was in the Light waiting for him.  As I was not clairvoyant, I could not see her, but I felt her presence.

I asked George if he could see her, and if he did, it was time for him to go to her.

I assured him that she was there to comfort him, that she and I both loved him, and that we would see each other again.

In An Instant

He was gone, as he joined Aunt Effie in the Light.  The energy that I did not think I felt all those years, was gone.  I now felt George’s absence, intensely!

A few years ago I discovered George was my Guardian Angel.

While it is not common, for a deceased Loved One to transition to this state after passing, it does happen.

For that I am grateful.

George has been doing amazing Healing work on the other side. 

My brother has since moved on, assisting another Soul, as his progression continues.  One day he thanked me, repeating what I had heard before, but was skeptical of.  George explained, that the work We do here in the physical to advance on Our Path, assists Our deceased loved ones on the other side.

How Beautiful is that!!!

My Spiritual Studies

I was told often that I was a Clear Channel.  They saw many past lives where I was Channeling Angels, that did not end well.  Much suffering, harm and death befell upon me and those I taught.  Betrayal by other jealous peers.

This suffering and death happened in so many lifetimes, that fear had attached to my Soul, causing me to avoid my gifts for lifetimes.

So intensely that even in this Lifetime, as my abilities began to re-awaken, I felt Fear!

The comfort of my Souls secret, so neatly tucked away, was now exposed.  Fear at a Soul level, was like living in the skin of another for protection, and having this veil now lifted.  

With Spirits Guidance, leading me to the perfect Teachers and Healers, I was able to find and trust my Truth, and embrace my Gift, as a Clear Channel.

After all it’s Who I am, Who I am meant to be.

A New Beginning

As a commercial Interior Designer for over 30 years, this was an unexpected surprise, which I now fully embrace. 

When I re-started my ‘Spiritual Journey,’ with constant thoughts of what’s – My path – My purpose – always questioning Spirit –  hearing nothing, thinking they were not listening.  I intensely read books, meditated, continued my studies with Healers and Teachers, unaware that there was a plan.

As it all began to unfold I was able to find, the Faith I needed, the Faith in their Guidance, the Faith in myself.  So with Divine courage, my husband and I moved across the country to Arizona, found the perfect home to renovate, sold our east coast home in two weeks.

Yes, they had a plan.

As my new life continues to unfold as a Clear Channel, I see my Life’s Journey, with all its hardships and lessons, has taught me so much more about myself, my courage, my strength.  And the wisdom to recognize the Gifts they brought to My Soul!

I wish to share my knowledge, their Wisdom, with you as we Journey together through the Bumps and the Joys of Life.

A Journey I call – Gardens of My Soul.  A Path to discover our true Potential, our true Essence, our Soul at Peace.

Peace and Blessings, Carol